The Book Of Erebus

8:13PM

OMFG! BRYAN LIVES!!! LOLZ0RZ!!!11!1!1!!

Yes, it's been four months since i updated, and since i don't feel like going into great detail on everything that's happened, i'll just do some little bulletpoints

- School went pretty decent i suppose, my marks were decent, but not decent enough.

- Jessie and i are still together, and doing rather well if i say so myself, it went bumpy there once or twice, but we worked through it.

- I was forced to quit my job at Sears, the owner basically decided he didn't want me to take the Salesman position that was offered to me, and basically forget it was ever even offered. I was asked if i wanted a Saturday off in.....oh........probably May or so, i figured it was just a one day thing, but little did i know, that would be my last shift ever at Sears, he decided to just stop giving me shifts and put me "on call". So i quit, and let me tell you, when i left, they knew how pissed i was.

- I now work at Value Village in the back area, I started last Thursday, and i like how it's going so far, i like the people i work with, the pay is alot better than at Sears, i work 40 hours a week, 8-4:30 monday to friday, and i get the evenings and weekends off, plus i start getting health benefits and such after 3 months

- I finally have my license, i can drive on my own. In a few months, once i'm settled into the new job, i'm going to look into getting my own car, cus it's getting to be too much of a hassle constantly asking for the car, and being worried about not having it. If i have my own car, i don't have to ask to go out

- After stressing so much about school, and finding an apartment in Newfoundland, it turned out i didn't get accepted to Memorial, my final marks weren't good enough. So unfortunately i only have a month and a half left with Jessie, then she's gone to school. We want to kinda "be together, but not be together" like, we won't be officially dating, but we won't be going out looking for other people to date, and when she comes home, we'll be together and such hopefully. I'm not going to lie, i'm really upset about it



Not a lot of things have happened, but enough things have happened. It's been an emotional few months

Current mood: calm

Current music: Pink - Trouble

11:42PM

Wow, so, 2 months without an entry eh? Honestly i'm not suprised that i lasted that long, i just didn't care for Livejournal anymore, but anyway

Well, the biggest thing that's happened has probably been that i quit Sears. That's right, after 2 and a half years, i quit......sorta. I still work there on the weekends, but otherwise i'm done, and why is that? Because i went back to school, yes, i went back to Highschool for upgrades, i've been back for a month now, and i gotta say, it's not so bad, i get more time off than i ever did while working, so it's pretty cool, I'm doing fucking awesome in school too, i'm mainly back for Math 12, but i'm taking Sociology and English.

And guess what? I GOT A FUCKING 83 ON A MATH TEST! HAHAHAH! It made me happy as fuck, highest Math mark EVER. I plan on keeping that up

Also, i got accepted to CBU for the fall. WOO! Also applied for UNB and MUN. Jessie's going to MUN, so that's where i would like to go

Speaking on Jessie, things are going nicely, close to a year together now, and things are actually going amazing, i love it, the constant fighting has really died down, we still have our arguements, but they're mostly few and far between, and not too serious, considering the biggest problems in our relationship are worked out(schoolage), or are in the process of being worked out(drivers license). We're getting along greatly, we're muchly comfortable around each other, i truly do love that girl of mine, and i'm lucky to have her

Lets see, what other things can i update on?

Oh, well, not too big of a thing, but the hair has changed again. About 2 weeks ago, very suddenly, i decided to dye my hair, so Jessie, Nicole, I all dyed our hair different shades of brown, mine being the darkest, it's damn near black, but not quite. I'm told it looks good on me, and the facial hair is gone, so i'm a babyface again, but it's ok cus it looks better this way. Yes, i am indeed a sexy fucker

Also, another little bit of good news, I'm getting my own computer.....sorta. I'm actually getting this one for myself. The story is, when we had our flood back in december, we recently found out that our old computer that we didn't use, got destroyed, but they didn't know it didn't work anyway, and they're offering to get us a completely new system, so mom said to hell with it, and since it's being offered, why not go for it? So they're giving me this one to keep in my room, and take with me when i leave, and they're getting the new on downstairs, I might also be getting a new chair and desk completely free! HAHAHaH! WOOOO!

I'm not sure exactly what else to say, i haven't decided yet if i'm "back" so i might update again sometime in the future

3:40PM

I'm probably going to stop using this journal, there's just no point to it anymore

I'll still make comments on some peoples journals, but other than that, i won't be updating

Goodbye now

11:35PM

This picture makes me smile for some reason

I love that girl so much

11:17PM

So i was standing around talking to Lou and Terry today, and Lou looked at me and said "Hey, i have a question, what would you think of becoming a Salesman?" I honestly didn't know what to say

Right now i make $7.30 an hour averaging about 30 hours a week, if i trained to become a salesman, i'd probably work anywhere from 35-40 hours a week for the same $7.30 an hour, but in addition to that, i'd also get commission for any sales that i make

I dunno if i should do it or not, cus i'd literally be doing EVERYTHING there is to do in the store, and i honestly think there might be some stress involved in being a salesman

Ack!

2:24AM

Me: Yes, you'll play the Princess, and i'll play the..........Noble.........Knigh,I dunno
Jess: How come you can't play the girl?
Me: .......I'm gonna play my Penis card on this one


Ha, gotta love some of mine and Jessie's conversations

8:07PM

Here's most of the stuff i got, minus the Quesadilla maker and my peanut butter cups(which i ate)

12:32PM

This christmas has been nice to me

Pretty decent christmas this year

Jessie did a "Twelve Days of Christmas" type of thing where she gave me 12 gifts that had specific meanings

12 - Twelve Condoms
11 - Eleven Lindor Chocolates
10 - Ten socks
9 - Nine Mini Reese Peanut Butter Cups
8 - Eight chocolate balls
7 - Seven Gloves (Not pairs, just 7 gloves)
6 - Six random things from the store she works at
5 - Five gift certificates(Theatre, McDonalds, Music World, Blockbuster, Irving Gas Station)
4 - Four pairs of Boxers
3 - Three Calendars (Marvel Calendar, Revenge of the Sith Calendar, random Cape Breton calendar)
2 - Two Shoes
1 - One Sony PSP(Most unexpected gift EVER)


And from my mother and step-father i got

1kg jar of Chocolate Almonds
Rival Quesadilla Maker
Nintendo DS Red Hot Bundle(the one with Mariokart DS)
Orange County Chopper Calendar

And i got about $60 in movie money from Jessie's Parents, Sister, and Grandmother

Still have to go to my fathers place this afternoon, and iunno what he got me, so yeah

But yes, i now own BOTH the DS and a PSP, WOO!

Current mood: good

11:34PM

Quick update mode activated;

Work is kicking ass to be honest, 85 hours on this paycheck, woo!

Our basement flooded sunday night, lots of damage to our BRAND new floors, carpets are ruined, basement may be unlivable for awhile

Due to basement flooding, computer is currently in my room, and i'm hoping it shall be here for awhile, i'm very much enjoying having it here

I made $45 on saturday from helping delivering snowblowers

1 week until my birthday

Quick update mode deactivated

3:44PM

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they’re any good, but they must be songs you’re really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they’re listening to.

1. Rob Zombie - Dragula
2. Head Automatica - Beating Hearts Baby
3. Mannie Fresh - Real Big
4. Robbie Robertson - Shine Your Light
5. Esthero - In Tha Mood
6. A Perfect Circle - The Outsider
7. KMFDM - Save Me

11:46PM

So yeah, Wednesday, god damn what a day that was, i worked from 7 until 5, then came home, ate, showered, and went up to the Mall, where i then proceeded to shop around, then put Jess's present on layaway, then after that it was pretty much time for her to be off work anyway, so i went and talked to her until she was, then we left and went to my house.

For those who don't care, don't read beyond this point


We came back to my house and were pretty much all over each other as soon as we got in the door, god damn it was great, it was the first time we'd be able to have sex or anything in a week, and the first time in a LONG time we'd be truly alone, and we planned on taking advantage of it, and boy did we ever........god damn it was so great. God damn the sex with that girl is just so friggin great

Anyway, here's a little survey thing


SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. Woke up
2. Worked
3. Went to Walmart
4. Walked home from Walmart
5. Bought a Darth Vader watch from Burger King
6. Been tired as all bejesus

FIVE LAST THINGS PURCHASED
1. Food
2. Deodorant
3. Pre-Shave stuff
4. Food
5. Rented a game


THREE CHOICES
1. Eat or Drink? Drink
2. Big or Small? In the pants!
3. Pink or Black? Brownish orange

TWO THINGS YOU WANT FOR CHRISTMAS
1. Nintendo DS
2: Money

ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. :)





10 Favorites...
Favorite Color: Black, Blue, Red
Favorite Food: chicken
Favorite Band: Meh!
Favorite Movie: Fight Club, Star Wars, Dogma, Spider-Man 1&2, X-Men 1&2
Favorite Sport: Does sex count? Cus i friggin love that
Favorite Season: Spring/Early Summer
Favorite Day Of the Week: Wednsday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: The cold kind

9 Currents...
Current Mood: Tired
Current Taste: Iunno, mouth?
Current Clothes: Distillers t-shirt, pyjama pants
Current Computer: The one i always use?
Current Finger/Toenail Color: Flesh
Current Time: 11:56
Current Surroundings: Uh, glass with some pop in it, Tv, X-Box, Gamecube, Prince of Persia: Two Thrones case, some Marvel Legends figures, phone, cellphone, Darth Vader watch, Attack of the Clones, my watch, wristband, hoodie, satchel, buncha movies, my bass

8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: Dougie back in Ontario
First Screen Name: Johnny Heretic
First Pet: my hamster Morgan
First Piercing: both my lobes
First Crush: Leigh MacDonald, hahaha, she has 2 kids now, that's funny for some reason
First Music: Oh hell, iunno
First time you flew in a plane: Never have

7 Lasts
Last Cigarette: Christ.......months ago
Last Drink: Months
Last Car ride: This afternoon
Last Text Message: I don't do texts
Last Movie Seen: New movie? Corpse Bride i think. Old Movie? Matrix Reloaded
Last Phone call: Jessie
Last CD Played: Muse - Absolution


5 Things....
You Did Last Night:
1. Made myself poutine
2. Missed the hell outta Jessie
3. Saw Jessie for about an hour :)
4. stayed on the phone till something after 1am
5. Wished i had gone to bed before something after 1am

4 Places You've Been Last...
1. Work
2. Walmart
3. Burger King
4. Sydney Video


2 current loves...
1. Jessie of course
2.

1 last song played...
1. Jem - 24

9:12PM

Me: Gah! What a crappy crappy day
Lou: Hey, it's snow, i say bring it on!
Me: Now why would you say that? Oh yes, Snowblower sales
Lou: Look at it this way, the more sales we get, the more likelyhood you'd get a raise
Me: ........BRING ON THE SNOW! WOO!

Hahah, that was an awesome way to start my day at work

Today wasn't so bad, i only got like 4 hours sleep last night, but the day went by pretty easily suprisingly, Jess came and saw me at work, and i went with her to drive Micki and Andrea home, then we went to her house for a bit, and i was late getting back to work(We didn't have sex you sick bastards!)

We were pretty busy at work today, we had about 250 customers total

I only have 2 more Driving Classes left, yay! I'm hopefully gonna be starting my actually driving this week, i mean, i know how to drive just fine, but i "need" the driving lessons themselves


Smokey's doing pretty good, he's still sleeping quite a bit, and whatever chance he gets, he falls asleep in my lap

Current mood: bouncy

Current music: Trans Siberian Orchestra - The Nutcracker Suite

10:42PM

Smokey came home! WOO!

Thursday night i was sitting down in the computer room playing Ultimate Spider-Man, and i heard somebody come to the door, and she was talking to my grandfather, and all i heard was "You guys lost a charcoal grey cat, right? Cus i think he's behind the house next door" So i put on my shoes, ran outside, and there was a cat behind my neighbors house, so i slowly started walking up to him, i heard him meow, then he started running, so i yelled "SMOKEY!" and he stopped dead in his tracks and looked back at me and started meowing, and Sharon(the one who came to the door) was like "Is it him?" And i was like "Yeah, it's him", so i went up to grab him, and he took off again

It would've pissed me off if after all this time, he's ten feet away from me, only to run away again, so i ran after him, and he ran under a car, so i kinda skidded to a stop and was on the ground in a split second, he just didn't wanna come to me, and he just kept meowing, so i started patting the ground, and rubbed against my arm, and i fuckin grabbed him and took him in the house, and when i got him in, i put him down, and he just started walking around, then went right for the food dish and sat there for a good 5 minutes just eating

He was gone for almost exactly 4 weeks, he ran away at 6:20 pm on a thursday, and i got him back at 4:50 on a thursday

He lost alot of his weight though, we he ran, he was 18 pounds, and now he's 9 and a half pounds

Bandit won't go near him, and he's hissing at him whenever he comes buy, we think it's because Bandit thinks he's a new cat, because he's been outside for so long

But YAY! Smokey's home!

He's been sleeping alot, and whoever is home, he's right there with them

He missed home :)

Current mood: WOO!

Current music: Esthero - If Tha Mood

9:44PM

Not much to update on really

Works been pretty nuts, christmas season and such, i've been working around 35 hours a week, which is pretty kickass, cus my paychecks are gonna be good, on this paycheck i have coming up, i have about 62-65 hours, woo!

Been in driving school for 3 weeks now, yeah, it's pretty stupid, but it has to be done, and the people in the class aren't that bad

Things with Jess are pretty good, we have our little fights. but we're pretty good right now

Nothing else to say

Other than i'm hooked on a new "band" i found, called the Trans-Siberian Orchestra, they.........are fucking.........AWESOME

10:21PM

R.I.P. Eduardo Gori Guerrero Llanes. AKA Eddie Guerrero.

Couldn't beleieve it when i heard it, Still can't believe he's gone. He'll be missed

3:04PM

I'm not having a good day so far

Started off me waking up late, then having to jump out of bed and run down downstairs cus i forgot to get my clothes last night, and when i was running back upstairs to my room, i heard my cellphone going off downstairs, so i had to run back down to get it, it was Jess, i snapped on her because i was cranky as hell, she got really upset, i felt like an ass because i snapped on her when nothing was her fault. I had a killer headache, then i had to go to work, got there, called Jess to tell her that i loved her, unloaded the mail from the truck, did the mail, then unloaded the truck, then had to work the counter, and i felt like shit all morning to the point i felt like i was gonna pass out. So i left at twelve, came home, slept for about an hour, then i went for a shower

I'm going to my first Driving Class tonight, oh boy!.......not really, i'm not looking foreward to it much, i don't feel like spending 4 hours learning about driving...

Bah......

11:19PM

Smokey ran away, he's been gone for 2 days now

I miss my Tubby Kitty......

Current mood: sad

1:42PM

Bored



Body:
1. How tall are you?
6'2

2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
No

3. Do you own a gun?
No, but i can't say i'd ever mind it

4. Rehab?
No

5. Would you "do" someone in their parents bed?
Depends

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
I like them, because they're made of animals

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
Run DMC - Christmas in Hollis

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Sometimes pop, but on a cold morning i like to drink something hot

9. Do you do pushups?
Sometimes

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?
No

11. Are you vegan?
No, vegans are retarded, meat is good for your body

12. Do you like painkillers?
Only if they're for intense physical pain. People who take painkillers as a way to escape emotional pain are morons

13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Don't have one

14. Do you own a knife?
Sure

15. Do you have A.D.D.?
No

16. Do you love the pain a tattoo brings?
Don't have one

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Top 5 Thoughts At This Exact Moment:
1. God damn daylight savings time......
2. Yesterday was a good day
3. I hope i get accepted for school
4. Stuff
5. Iiiiiiiiii Wanna Rock and Roll All Niiiiiiiiight, And Party Everyday

Name the Last 5 Things You Have Bought: (recently)
1. Star Wars Ep.3 Revenge Of The Sith Clone Trooper action figure
2. Clear Cream Soda for Jessie
3. Pink and White Rose for Jessie(6 month anniversary :))
4. Vanilla Kit-Kat, Strawberry Kit-Kat, and Coke with Lime
5. Meal from Don Cherrys

Name Five Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. Pepsi
2. Clear Cream Soda
3. Water
4. 7-Up
5. Vanilla Coke

17. What is in your CD player?
Green Day - American Idiot

20. Current Worry?
Stuff

21. Current Hate?
Not finding the Star Wars figures i'm looking for.....BAH!

22. Favorite Place To Be?
Depends on my mood

23. Least Favorite Place?
Depends on my mood

24. Where Would You Like To Go?
Right now? Halifax or Fredericton

25. What do you wear when you go to sleep?
Shirt i was wearing during the day, and pajama pants

26. What were you doing 12AM last night?
Watching TNA Impact

27. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?
Hopefully being a Pro-Photographer

28. Do you burn or tan?
Tan

29. Last thing you ate?
Halloween Sugar Cookies

30. If you could be a pirate . .
I'd get lots of booty...........then use it to get sex

31. Last time and place you had an alcoholic drink?
Few months ago

32. What songs do you sing in the shower?
All kinds

33. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Iunno, stuff?

34. What's in your pockets right now?
Nothing

35. What's on your bedroom walls?
Right now all that's on my walls in a Mudvayne poster(that i've been meaning to take down), and my Marvel calendar

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
somethign on Batman Begins

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
Spider-Man

38. Do you like your teeth?
No?

39. Worst injury you've ever had?
Either the knee problems i had years back, or when i fell onto a manhole cover headfirst

40. What are your dreams like?
Depends, last night i dreamed i was a UNSC Marine, and a Spartan tried to kill me, HA! I love Halo

41. How many TVs do you have in your house?
5

42. Who is the loudest friend?


48. Who is the silent friend?


49. What song do you want played at your wedding?
Iunno?

50. What song do you want played at your funeral?
Stuff?

11:04PM

Yeah, new icon of blonde and goateed me, exciting eh?

Don't feel like updating right now

10:20PM

Could it be? Things are actually going good with me? I don't really have any complaints? WOW!

Work is starting to pick up nicely, starting soon i won't have to go in until 7 as opposed to going in at 6, Gerard's taking over all the mailruns, and he's gonna do it sometime during the night, and leave our stuff on the truck, and i'll go in at 7 to take it all off. It's gonna make everything SO much easier, and i won't have to be handling as much stuff as i used to, it'll be great

I started my training on the counter on monday, i worked 9-5, and i was a little nervous at first, but by the afternoon i got the basic hang of it, and i was apparently doing pretty good, had my first "busy" rush monday afternoon, it was pretty retarded, and it's gonna get worse, so it should be interesting, soon it's gonna be me, Mom, Selina, Dave, and now Jennifer working the counter at once, of course Dave will only be helping if we're REALLY busy, so yeah

But i actually enjoy doing it too, my hours are really picking up. I worked all day monday, 3 hours yesterday, 3 today, i'm gonna work a split shift tomorrow 6-9 then 12-4, and friday i'm either working 8:30-12:30 or possibly 9-5, i haven't decided yet, and saturday, i'm just working the morning

If i work all the shifts i'm supposed to, that'll be about 30 hours this week, and i'm not complaining about that, because sometimes that's what i'm getting in 2 weeks as opposed to 1, so i'm pretty happy about it. Once the busy rush comes, i could be working 30-40 hours a week, which is fucking AWESOME, cus with my raise i got, that's gonna put me at OVER double what i'm making now just working the warehouse. And i'm gonna see if maybe after christmas i can stay on the counter, and work both warehouse and counter, instead of them having to hire somebody on. It would help me, and the girls out greatly. Plus i'm apparently really good with the customers, i still don't know EVERYTHING of course, but i have the basics learnt pretty much, pick-ups, payments, returns, stuff like that, but that's the majority of our business on the counter anyway, i was already told that i would be handing off anything i couldn't do, so that's great, YAY!

OH! We got good news the other day, Rob, Crystal, and Eala are moving back to New Brunswick! They hate it up in Windsor, and they aren't happy at all. I mean, it'd be better if they were moving HERE, but hey, NB is closer than Ontario, and plus we get to see them New Years :)

Jess and i are doing pretty good too, a few fights here and there, but hey, what couple doesn't have fights?

Things are going good, and i'm enjoying it

Current mood: good

Current music: Thornley - Come Again